Friday, September 29, 2006
How far will i go?
Farella says:
It's a sonic hedgehog week. I hardly breathe or stop in my tracks to fathom the things happening around me. I simply stepped on the accelerator, with a faint heart anticipating a monster truck that I know I will hit at the next junction.
Work is infinite while the mind and body are close to their breaking points. Meetings squeezed themselves in between the already bursting schedule and made my social plans run amok.
I suppose I have a choice to escape from this suffocating situation, just that I strongly believe that I've something to prove to The Father. Yea, he sees no future in the line that I'm in and I absolutely beg to differ.
Then again, that was before. Mission 'To Defy the Big Guy', taking all opposites from those he wanted me to. PR may not be in my 'What-i-wanna-be-when-I-grow-up' list back then but I somehow feel a passion for it now. Hectic schedule and 1-ton heavy workload aside, I'm loving it. What more, if everything goes well, I may have to get myself a new set of namecards. ;>
Just needed an outlet to rant to avoid unnecessary breakdowns, be it physically or mentally.
I need a hug. A long hug. And maybe a short bawling session too.
an oxymoron entry, i know.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok." 1:58 PM