Friday, September 29, 2006

How far will i go?

Farella says:

It's a sonic hedgehog week. I hardly breathe or stop in my tracks to fathom the things happening around me. I simply stepped on the accelerator, with a faint heart anticipating a monster truck that I know I will hit at the next junction.

Work is infinite while the mind and body are close to their breaking points. Meetings squeezed themselves in between the already bursting schedule and made my social plans run amok.

I suppose I have a choice to escape from this suffocating situation, just that I strongly believe that I've something to prove to The Father. Yea, he sees no future in the line that I'm in and I absolutely beg to differ.

Then again, that was before. Mission 'To Defy the Big Guy', taking all opposites from those he wanted me to. PR may not be in my 'What-i-wanna-be-when-I-grow-up' list back then but I somehow feel a passion for it now. Hectic schedule and 1-ton heavy workload aside, I'm loving it. What more, if everything goes well, I may have to get myself a new set of namecards. ;>

Just needed an outlet to rant to avoid unnecessary breakdowns, be it physically or mentally.

I need a hug. A long hug. And maybe a short bawling session too.

an oxymoron entry, i know.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
1:58 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

Shutting the noise out.

Bikinis and boards going to go into the dark closet for one month. This, is the time to fully indulge in intellectual stimulation and body harmonizing. We'll be fully committed to projects and tests, with work embracing us like a koala to the eucalyptus tree. Undesirable alternate late nights leave me starving for sleep.

It's Friday today. Like the girl says, time just stepped on the accelerator a tad too forcefully. Leaves us panting and gasping for air. It's hell of a wild ride, but I should be able to attest that we are thoroughly enjoying this fulfilling journey.

We've learnt, to fully utilise our time, to seek reason for celebration in even a minute of silence.

We've understood, the concept of setting our priorities straight, to gain something far more worthwhile by losing something momentarily desirable.

I was stopped dead in my tracks and my momentum made haywire when the girl reminded me, "We just have to bear with this for awhile...just two years."

With that, a sigh was let out unvoluntarily. The mere fact was overwhelming, at the wee hours of 3 in the a.m.

You know what, dear, I thank my lucky and unlucky precious stars that you're in this with me. Through the pile of crap work we receive, we'll find that material love a motivation to push on and survive, bank on the alter ego to propel through this dark and muddy waters and lean on each other for support if we have to. Even with the acceleration of time, we will no longer overtake. We will soar.

Let's bold the 5 year plan on a luminous yellow post it note and stick it on each other's forehead, just imagine will you, that, will be the guiding light on OUR runway. Even if it takes us an entire container of Redbull and a diet of hot fudge sundaes or milkshakes, we shall break through the clutter and noise to deliver.

"For performance, we will accept nothing less than exhilarating. "

We're consumed in our obsession to fly.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
11:32 AM

When time steps on the accelerator

I was up for my morning shower today when i suddenly stopped in my soaping tracks.

"What day is today? Wednesday or Thursday?"

I thought hard. Felt lost for a while, man.

The week sped like a bolt of lightning. The to-do doesn't seem to get any shorter. My inbox's flooded. Fingers' drafting emails while I'm on the phone with an event organiser. Deadlines closing in like a curious puppy tagging behind wanting to find out what's up my ass. And what's not helping at all is that half the time i'm out in search of a good event venue.

Speaking of which, I was at the new National Museum today and i was instantly swept off my feet. The place is UBER gorgeous. And the rent cost a bomb too. But i really hope the launch will take place there. I can aldy visualise the entire event. *grins*

Moving on to a not-so-exciting topic, the AD book is really draining me mentally. Sheen dear, i think about Svenska at every tick of the second hand but the fact that we dun have the time and energy to sit down and give our whole heart to it is killing me. I'm in love for the second time. (Editor, this is material love ait. ;>) Let's set aside this weekend for AD Book before it feels neglected and we lose our momentum.

Past midnight now and i guess i should catch up on my beauty sleep to be on my toes for tmr. And Mike, see ya tmr!!!
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
12:04 AM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Pilots wanted.

Finally, I peeled open the many layers of this catchy phrase. Simply, it's a calling. They're calling for potential buyers to take a test flight and eventually purchase this high involvement gorgeous piece of metal.

Late night with Sheen yesterday drained whatever energy left in me. The guy gave 5 wake up calls this morning but I missed all five. It was only until the Big-yet-small Momma gave me a wake up SHOCK. Though a defibrillator was much in need, I managed to hold tight my insides and made it to work. Stoned, zombified and the oh-so not pretty dark rings prevailed. My body is oh-so ready to crumble down likening the pieces of Lego.

Now I dread those alternate nights, and the fact that the 14-day week has stretched by multiples. Strand by strand of hair will fall, moods might turn sinosoidal, Migraine will slowly edge to rule this human body of mine.

Buy me cartons of Red Bull, somebody.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
9:25 PM

How to fly without leaving the ground

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
3:49 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Sweet surrender

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
11:18 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

One more crash, I would have gone dumb

On Island Jade

Errol came along this time with his Energizer alter ego packed friend, Kelvin. Love that spirit man! HAHAHA!!! I still wonder how he went on non stop. *ponder ponder*

Like a routine, Sheen and the guy got into their love-hate relationship, some times manje-manje, other times stepping on each other's tails. Sigh. I just let these kids be. ;>

Like what Sheen says, there's not much eye candy this weekend but we still have our home team of cuties - the guy & long. HAHAHA!!!

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
8:38 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

When the mind simply refuses to focus

It's 2am now and if i had followed my mental plan right, i should be done analysing one third of the Saab 93 ads. But no. What did i do instead? Some so-not-important-at-all stuffs like cleaning up my desktop, going through emails and re-designed the blog. URGH! Focus girl!

Wonder how study at McDees gonna be tmr. Sigh.

On a lighter note, my 14-day week will soon come to its end. the weekend's approaching and I'm 'itching' all over. Mike called earlier saying that he'll be flying off to US tmr for 2 weeks hence not able to join us this Sat.

It's ok Mike, as long as we can still use the PS3! HAHAHA!!! k, k, kidding. You'll be missed. Slightly. But you better be there on Sheenz bday ya!

So, dear, let us get over our study sessions and look forward for the weekend. It's time we let our hair down! (Tho, we actually have last fortnight).

Ait, sweetest dreams!
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
2:18 AM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Planning in record time

I have never done this before. N-E-V-E-R. Ok, maybe during my shopping sprees in Bugis market & the latest Bangkok trip buying some cheap lovelies at an impulse.

Yesterday, in the wee hours of the morning, the guy & I made a crazy decision.
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WE'RE GETTING HITCHED!!!
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NAH! Just kidding! Hah!

Okok, seriously now, we have tix confirmed to Philippines! For those who are wondering why in the world are we going Philippines, well its that latest craze we're into and this one sure costs a bomb. Much more powerful than my torpedos.

Yeap, right after my finals, I'll be set packed waddling to the airport, transfer to a cheap 8HR! bus ride (with plenty of barf bags on standby) and to the water paradise.

WAKEBOARDING PEOPLE!

So, 2 months from now, I'll get to breathe new air, face plant in new waters and ache in a foreign land.

Who can beat the record time - less than 24hrs?


ps: i dunno why but i'm so excited about the AD Book. Saab 93's ad is simply awesome. LOVENESS!


"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
4:08 AM

Monday, September 11, 2006

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"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
5:03 PM

Face planting

Come this Saturday, it's bikinis and boards once again, this time round, with the "expert-in-training"! I've got a feeling, I've got to be brave and withstand the power of torpedoes in order to fall in style. The expert has been warned. Should he in any event, stiffle the slightest of all giggles, he'll be conked on the head with a board.

Apparently, the wait is killing the girl. Our weeks have been stretched from a 7-day week to that of a 14-day week. My brain is officially on urgent leave till this Saturday, as the nia-ing pain overpowers my brain cells. Mind over matter. Mind over matter. Mind over matter. Time to unleash the inner gurkhas!

On another page, we've got 1 tiny item down on our neverending toilet roll to-do list. I love the Saab advertisements and I can't wait to get started. However, the mind is strong yet the flesh is weak. At the very least, our intensive seminars are over and done with.

No worries, we'll all be fine. Till the next bickering session with your guy and face planting session, I'll hold my peace and my nose in place.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
9:35 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006

You are so beautifuuullllll....to meeeeeee.....

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
12:42 PM

Pics from the shutterbug

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
10:57 AM

We skidded. We crashed.

I almost lost my life yesterday.

My first accident.

It happened so fast, I can't remember what happened.

All I remember was the car skidded, then turned a 360 degrees, hit the centre expressway divider hard, and came to a stop. Then, I realised, the windscreen was slightly shattered, the whole car was in a mess, the front bumper was on the floor, the rear headlights were shattered and the car couldn't move.

I was motionless momentarily. Melted into my seat. I knew I hit something or something hit me, but no idea where.

The ambulance which was behind us before the accident got us out of the car. I could feel my legs shaking. We even had the civil defence people stop traffic on the highway for us to cross over!

Once across, barely a couple of minutes, 3 other cars crashed into each other cos of our mutilated car. I saw in right in front of my eyes. I was shocked. Shocked beyond words.

I'm pretty lucky that I escaped with just a sprained neck, a bump on my head, a sore right cheek and a slight headache.

My side of the car missed the car in front by centimetres. I recall mentally preparing myself for the impact.

Sigh.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
9:27 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

The short & stumpy, the drool worthy and the Carlsberg breath

Oh my, the horoscopes are so true ain't they? I get a shock right through my skin and let out a little gasp everyday I read them. Gosh! It's really scary.

Back to before, oh yes, Ming is definitely very drool worthy. At the very least, with a few snaps of your fingers, you managed to get his name. Despite the fact that he drinks Vodka Redbull Freeze, he is *ahem* very fine in all other areas. Especially when he's out there riding. Thus, the Vodka Redbull Freeze can be overlooked. We'll stick to and hug our Bailey's though, and make sure our remaining wee bit of leftover Bailey's wasn't substituted with Teh Si by Long!

I'm not going to heed Mike's advice though, I'll keep away from the short and stumpy with the Carlsberg breath, but I will keep my eyes locked on him when he's out there, riding I mean. But he can still share my Bailey's provided we both don't have to move to get the ice.

You know what, babe, I'm so looking forward to October 28th! I'll let my Energizer alter ego take over completely, and make sure I can stand up by then! Anyway, I think we've relit Errol's flame of interest in wakeboarding. I keep seeing pictures of his board and him wakeboarding these days. Ediot. Keep emphasizing that he can ride well and that "Substance is a good board, but its too good for beginners LIKE YOU."

SHOW OFF!

Our Aries girl here will prove you wrong!
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
10:33 AM

Astrologize us!

Farena & Sheen Astrologized!

When Aries and Libra form a friendship, the inherent polarity of the Zodiac is invoked. Aries and Libra are opposite each other in the Zodiac, 180 degrees apart. Each Sign possesses what the other lacks, and when combined with Libra's natural need for harmony, this is a relationship of great balance.

The polarity of Aries and Libra can be defined as Self versus Other, but the differences go beyond that. Aries and Libra are impulsive versus indecisive, excitable versus peace-loving, willing to jump right in versus preferring a calm, smooth approach. When they communicate and work together, Libra can teach Aries that their own way isn't always the best way.Signs of opposite polarity often end up sharing a great dynamic.

Generally, polar alliances are great when they're good, but challenging when they're bad. All polarities have energies that tend to tangle or knot if understandings are not reached. As a combination, Aries and Libra are well-balanced. Libra is charming, cultural and has good manners that divert some of the brashness of the Aries friend. On the other hand, Aries is far more decisive than Libra, who may waver. Aries can help their friend make decisions more easily and influence them to be more spontaneous.

Aries is ruled by the Planet Mars, and Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus. The two Signs coming together form the basic foundation of alliances. Venus and Mars go well together. The symbols are universally recognized as male and female, so this friendship is a good balance of masculine and feminine energy. Aries is a Fire Sign, and Libra is an Air Sign. Air fuels Fire and keeps it going; Libra can be intellectually stimulated by the action and energy of Aries, and both Signs are always starting new things--they just need to learn how to do it together!

When they combine their energies, they can do anything, but this can be challenging at times due to their polarity. Aries' action-oriented approach to life may conflict with Libra's more intellectual attitude. Both Signs have wide-ranging interests, and Aries' desire to participate gives them great stories to share with the more cerebral Libra.

Aries and Libra are both Cardinal Signs. Both are initiators, but they really have to cooperate if they actually want to get anything done. Aries will appear to be the dominant friend because of their energy and forceful nature, but Libra is also leading from an intellectual standpoint. Both Signs like being in charge, but Aries gives orders through personal authority, while Libra charms others into doing things. It's important for both to understand compromise. Libra, able to see both sides of any argument, can compromise easily, while Aries may be unhappier about yielding. Libra may have to give in more often to their friend's wishes in order to keep the peace that they so cherish.

The best aspect of the Aries-Libra friendship is the harmony resulting from the union of Venus and Mars. The balance between Self and Other represented by this polarity is a great learning experience for both friends. Each brings to the relationship what the other is missing, so theirs is a highly balanced friendship.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
10:25 AM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

The fcuker.

Dearest Dear,

Let's talk about a certain guy.

He's got the greens, a lil above average looks, and prolly a future.

No names will be mentioned here as if it is, that particular ass would prolly wish that he's reincarnated as a tree. For now, You know, I know.

We've had our bitch sessions, talking about the type that will fit our bill. We wish for fairy tale romance yet we know it's as good as looking for a silver lining among the clouds. And so we compromised. We forsake the whole fairy tale bit and instead would except a lil of this and a lil of that.

For me, i know what i want, even though i know pursuing it might eventually kill me one day. But i've set my mind, been with others, and feel only for him.

You, my dear, are just beginning this journey which maybe likened to that of mine and henceforth have head-banging-with-logs episodes and warm night-cuddles. You never know. Take your time to handpick the perfect one. Someone preferably like Ming. *melts* And not David or Shawn please though their wake skills are to kill. Last alternative, someone like Mike.

Someone who can give you more than the greens. Fcuk if you have money boy. I can have that money too.
Someone who is there when you need a shoulder to cry on.
Someone who makes you smile at the end of a hard day's work.
Someone who piggyback you when you twisted you ankle.
Someone who gives you encouragement kisses to do the impossible-est things.

You have all the time in the world, dear.

But please, I HATE it when you are still in contact with the fcuker. His actions and behaviour are similar to that of a man who is born with no balls and d**k, hence have to go that extra mile to make up for his loss.

He may have the money, but he is short of a heart.
His looks are just average, you deserve someone better. (MING, ahem)
He's just using you, the whole world can see that.

So, he msges you, asking you out for dinner. So he thinks after all the s**t he has done to you, he still bears the worth of a fren. NB la!

Let him be. You have moved on anyway. All you need to do is to move FURTHER from the bad air.

I'll be here, amidst the pile of work.

Love, me.
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
4:56 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

Brains-washed

Yes, my dear, I left my brains back in Batam. Then again, i think they're all scattered everywhere.

You should be thankful that I didn't torture you earlier at lunch for laughing along with the rest when I put on the wrong side of the guy's vest. It's embarrassing, I feel like hanging myself on the cable.

Sigh... Hail Paris Hilton. Give me strength.

HAHAHAHA!!!

Ok, Bikini boards aside, hold your breath for Substance 138!


Next fortnight baby, I'll carress and ride you like no one never did before. ;>
"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
5:36 PM

Our bikini boards, we're loiking it! As so, the bimbo invents a new word.

The girl's bikini board

My bikini board. The green one that is.

Then again, she's got her PS3 and her substance. Take your time babe. No hurry to crash into the water face first again. I still want to see you with your nose. You already leave your brains behind.

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
4:00 PM

The start of my sadistic addiction

All ready to go home!

The Bailey's was fabulous. The people were fantastic. The company was great. So was the borrowed boyfriend.

I went home, lay down, and couldn't move ever after. Waddled like a penguin princess the next day, and couldn't bathe, couldn't walk, couldn't toss in bed, even something as basic as taking off my undies was PURE.TORTURE.

Well, I can't complain. I've been warned.

As per Errol says, "We're asking for it!". Hence, my point, we're ultimate sadists who enjoy tormenting our bodies.

I wonder if I can make it for the next fortnight's trip. I doubt I can withstand the power of torpedoes. Really.

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
12:28 PM

The day when we were supposed to fall in style

The three sadistics

Sheen all set to hit the cables

Strapping on the PS3. Yes pple, look at the board, not the guy. ;>

Taking a break, posing with mike's pretty cap. I like!

That's 1/4 of mike, behind the guy.

"We admired each other's bum last Bangkok."
11:45 AM

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